podpolia

finally it's over with… i don't need to deal with my birthday for another 365 days. i apologize to everyone i depressed or pissed off today… and to those who listened to me, thanks for bothering with listening to me being a stupid loser.
i'm so sick of hearing the phrase 'happy birthday'…
and i really don't want to think about my age for the next month

well, it's now official. i can't wait for midnight so it's officially OVER.

the highlight of tonight was finding a quarter in the parking lot.

woo… i've wasted a whole day!
the only productive thing i did was strip spearmint and peppermint leaves off the stems for my mom. so now my hands and my entire room absolutely REEK of mint. apart from that, i sat here and watched futurama. in fact, come to think of it, i watched futurama while stripping the mint too…
i may take another walk tonight, just for something to do. anyhow, i really have nothing much to write at the moment.

i was a wild college student tonight.
i went to the computer lab and printed a book of short stories by turgenev, and then wandered around the shippensburg end of town. sat around a couple of places out of the way and just looked around… and got back to my car at 10.45, and didn't get home until almost 11.00. it's the latest i've been out in months, and will sadly probably be the high point of my weekend, if not my month.
just think… the weekend of feb. 20-22 my best time was had sitting in a graveyard behind britton road.

i just realized i miss using the words “we” and “us.” i was in a debate this morning in my “west in american history” class, and i got to use both of those words a lot in debating for my group (i was part of the whiskey rebellion) and it just felt so weird to speak for a group of people that i was a part of, even if it was only theoretically. today was just a weird day… in all three classes we were divided into groups.
reminded me how i miss being around people i can talk to.

i reccommend that everyone read 'the sensate culture' by harold o. j. brown.
amazing book. transformed my general discontent with the political system into a full-blown semi-revolutionary view.
maybe we don't need an armed insurrection, but we definitely need a SIGNIFICANT social revolution.